my fear

I'm tired
oppressed by a sense of this
feel like to have you
have your own me
I hope you can understand
because i wanted to remain at your side
but you're getting away from me

feels sick
because it is your attitude
attitude that does not care about me
attitude that always stay away from me
why do you stay away from me
after you approached me

This wound was not visible
but the wounds are real
real etched in me
I'm afraid
I'm afraid you're getting away
I want to cry my fear
fear of getting in

I want to pull away from this feeling
but I could not leave without you
can not when without you

write by mirzam : 28/04/2011